Panic Switch

I don't know why it happens. Like a tidal wave the panic consumes me at times. The most recent episode was yesterday. I'm studying for the CPA exam, and realized that I'm not ready. That I'm not going to be ready by the time my test is scheduled. I think I have to postpone it. I think it's the best thing. But I really wanted to bust it out, be brilliant, and be done with it. It doesn't work like that. Things have happened to distract my efforts. There will always be things that distract my efforts.