A few weeks ago one of the shareholders in my firm texted me randomly. She asked if she could pay me to take some pictures of her family. She explained that every time she went to a studio her daughter never smiled. And the pictures that she takes always turn out blurry. I told her I'd do it, but that she didn't need to pay me. I am, by no means, a professional, but it could be fun to give it a try.
This past weekend I drove down to their neighborhood, and set up shop in a park that was familiar to their 2 year old. I was completely nervous when I got there. For the most part I felt as if I had no control. I didn't get to choose positioning, or when we were moving on. I pretty much just followed them around and shot. Which is one way to do it, I guess.
It was a hard job. But I had fun. And I know I have a lot of room to grow. I am still completely ignorant on so many aspects of this hobby. I have so much to learn. It was a good experience.
When I revealed the photos to Jenn the next day I was so crazy nervous then too. But she came up to my desk with tears in her eyes, thanking me for capturing every personality of her daughter. And even though I can deny that I'm any good at all, this is so nice to hear.
And the next day I had this note on my desk:
She keeps insisting that I do this as a job. She can see the passion I have. But I swear... I'm really not that good. And I say this to people, and it sounds like fishing for compliments. But it's not. And it's not lack of confidence either. It really isn't. I just know that I have a long way to go, and so much to learn. Maybe one day.
I know somewhere you can move and get professional experience. Just saying ;)
ReplyDeleteI think it's a great start! I agree, much to learn, but that is where we all at... and continually are, really. I think you should keep it up. :)